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The focus of the Amidah, the core prayer of the daily
liturgy, is inwards. It is recited quietly, with little
physical movement. As its name suggests, one stands during
the Amidah, with legs placed together to emulate the
angels. Even bowing is limited to two of its nineteen
blessings:
What is special about these two blessings that they were
designated for bowing? Why do we bow both at their beginning
and end? Any why not bow down for all the blessings of the
Amidah prayer?
Following the Avot
First we need to clarify: what does it mean to bow one's
head? This gesture signals a sense of deference and
humility. These feelings are especially appropriate when we
compare ourselves to those who are far greater than us.
The Amidah prayer opens with the Avot blessing. In this
blessing, we begin praying by connecting to God as "the God
of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob." It is
logical that we should follow the spiritual path of our
illustrious forefathers. However, it should be clear that
there is no comparison between our feeble grasp of God's
infinite greatness, and the far more profound understanding
attained by those giants of the spirit. Therefore, as we
recall the patriarch's unique relationship to God, it is
proper that we indicate our comparatively humble abilities.
In fact, we bow twice, to show our relative inferiority in
two respects. The first is in terms of their natural
receptiveness to the Divine, the remarkable readiness of
their pure hearts and lofty emotions. We recognize their
innate superior gifts by bowing at the start of the
blessing, corresponding to the natural spiritual awakening
that commences a special connection to God.
But we are also fall short of the Avot in terms of our
intellectual powers and achievements. We demonstrate this
relative inferiority by bowing at the end of the blessing,
since intellectual analysis takes place after the initial
emotional awakening.
In short: the key message of the Avot blessing is an
attempt to perceive God with at least a small measure of the
lofty images of the patriarchs. Then we may honor and relate
to God in accordance with their unique Divine service. This
approach necessitates that we demonstrate obeisance and
humility at the beginning and the end of the blessing,
corresponding to our inferior powers of emotion and
intellect.
Insufficient Thanks
The Sages taught that one should also bow one's head during
the penultimate blessing, the brachah of Hoda'ah, as we
express our gratitude and thanks to God. Why is this
blessing also suitable for bowing?
In Hoda'ah, we contemplate God's constant kindnesses
towards us: "for our lives that are in Your charge, for our
souls that are in Your care, for Your miracles that are with
us daily, and for Your continual wonders and favors." We
must recognize, however, that no matter how much we try to
envision our indebtedness to God, it is incomplete. Both in
terms of our feelings of gratitude, and our comprehension of
our debt to God, we cannot express nor do we even have the
ability to grasp the full extent of thanksgiving that is
appropriate. Therefore, we bow at the beginning and the end
of the blessing of Hoda'ah, to demonstrate the inadequacy
of our gratitude, emotionally and intellectually.
The Goal of Humility
But why did the Sages restrict our bowing to only these two
blessings? Why not bow during other parts of the Amidah
prayer?
We do not bow our heads in order to become
apathetic and resigned to failure. Humility is a beautiful trait, but we
must take care not to become mired in a debilitating morass of
low spirits and negativity. On the contrary, the true purpose of
humility is to inspire one to strive for greater
spiritual attainments. An accurate assessment of our
current state should prevent complacency. It should
stimulate us to uncover our soul's true potential, and
strive for those lofty levels that are suitable for it.
In order to avoid the pitfalls of excessive meekness, the
Sages warned against bowing during every blessing of the
Amidah. We must recognize our true spiritual capabilities,
and be aware, not only of a sense of humbleness, but all of the wide
range of feelings that emanate from the light of truth.
(adapted from Ein Eyah vol. I, pp. 163-164;
Olat Re'iyah vol. I, p. 266)
Copyright © 2006 by Chanan Morrison
"One bows when reciting these blessings: the beginning and
end of Avot (the blessing of the patriarchs), and the
beginning and end of Hoda'ah (the blessing for giving
thanks). If a person should want to bow at the end of all of
the blessings, or at their beginning, he is instructed not
to do so." (Berachot 34a)
